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Jess.

Never.

in dedication to a dear friend who just today left for studies in KL.

her face.
holds these impossibly beautiful eyes. a nose that she always stares at and rubs. and a beautiful smile. a smile that she hates. but i love. and i can name a few others that do too.
that smile, comes from a mouth that never fails to be able to take words out of my own mouth. sentences that she string together never fail to make me smile, laugh or care.
next to that face bears these adorable little ears. but though they are small, they have heard many weighted things, they are strong ears. ears that are able to take criticism. ears that never let me down when i need a pair.
that face i will miss.

her hands.
small as they are, help her hold on. with faith like a child's, she holds on to things other people give up on.
those hands are creative. always able to pick out the best clothes, make the most amazing art and craft and is also the creator of the handwriting which belongs to my best friend.
those hands never fail to find their way around my back to give me a hug.
those hands i will miss.

her feet.

tiny. as she's probably been told time and time again. but then again, fits mine perfectly. together, we always look down at our feet and laugh. changing shoes all the time. and of course, never forgetting the phrase "small is cute."
those feet that without fail always wears the latest fashion, being the envy of other feet.
but apart from being fashionable, those feet carry her through thick and thin. and somehow, always finds the strength to stay strong and help her stand tall.
those feet i will miss.

what do you get when you put all of these together?
you get Amber.

fun, crazy, loving, caring, sporty, crafty, fashionable, beautiful, strong, wise, mature, thoughtful, friendly, funny, and so much more wrapped into the body of one single, petite girl.

i will never forget the day i first met you 4 years ago.
i will never forget all the ups and downs we went through together.
i will never forget those midnight calls we had laughing and crying "over the hill".
i will never forget that smile you always had on, no matter the circumstance.
i will never forget your fighting spirit and your eager soul.
and i will definitely not forget all the plans we made together. the plans i promised you.

i did not, do not and never will regret our friendship Amber.

besides.
its not about how long you've known a person,
its about who came, and never left.

our friendship is one that will never grow invisible.

friends forever?

besides. i'm your Jessica, remember?

*smiles*

get your butt back here soon Amber.

missing you already.

New years

Two Angels stood before me awaiting my response. I sit, contemplating my decision.  

Chronos, was the name of the first angel. 

"My name is Chronos," he started. He had a deep strong voice. 

"I am an angel of time. My time, is general. It is the lifespan of birth until old age. Through Chronos, you live a life of ups and downs. You will have your laughter, your smiles, love, joy, your highs, but you will also experience pain. Tears, heartache, anger. But this journey, will make you wise."

The second angel was named Kairos.

"Kairos, is my name." He said jubilantly. 

"I too am an angel of time. But I, am not the angel of general time. I, am the angel of specific time. Through me, you will be able to choose moments of life to live. and you will not need to experience everything in life. especially not the pain. This journey will keep you young."

"You may choose one angel to follow with." Chronos said. 

"But once your choice of path is done, you may not try the other." ended Kairos.

What is your choice? 

I would choose Chronos. Because Chronos will lead me to lifes adventures. With Chronos, you will be able to experience the fullness of Kairos. For without the dusk, there will be no dawn. Without pain, you will never feel how amazing joy feels like. 

To experience Kairos, Chronos needs to be lived. 

So i choose Chronos. A life that has its downs, sure, but the life that also brings me fullness of joy. 

Have a happy new year guys (: 

Have a great and blessed new year ahead (; 

 Here's to new beginings.

Jess.